Sunday, September 20, 2020

Blooming, budding, and muddling through

Does anyone else feel like time is floating by? Without the anchors of live meetings, the days seem to blend together. [My apologies if you get multiples. As I hit "publish," the new and improved Blogger spits back a message that "this did not all upload." Sorry if they're just creating chaos on your end and mine.]

  • I'm not sure who took this photo, but it kinda describes the past week. I alternate between feeling like I'm swinging from someone else's tail and having someone else hang on to me for dear life. It made me laugh. (If you know the source, I'll gladly attribute it.)

This past week:

  • We enjoy our regular Saturday pizza night on our porch, this time with friends Josie and Pauline. We're social distanced and wear masks unless we're eating or there's a stiff breeze. Waldemar has mastered pizza crust - and the pizzas are delicious. The main benefit for me, besides good company, is happiness because I don't have to cook on Saturday nights. (stock pic)
  • Dear friends have Covid so we are praying and trying to stay in touch. Who in your circles has the virus? Are you there to help and encourage?
  • I've cut the theme (orange blocks) for the next quilt - mostly batik. Here are the 3 main fabrics: there are oranges, golds, greens, blues, and a few reds.


When I lay out the blocks, I notice how boring it is. What needs to be added? There's too much orange and blue - it needs more variety. I cut the borders from the green and blue batiks to frame the quilt top. The middle of those fabrics will be pieced for the quilt back.
These fabrics will be cut as strips to add texture and color. Going to be fun. And I'm deciding between machine-quilting or Japanese sashiko (long stitches). Maybe I'll do both. Planning is the fun part.
  • I'm editing 1300 pages of memories from living in  Cambridge UK 14 years ago. I'm about about halfway through the roughest part. Wow - so many emails, letters, comments collected from 6 months of life abroad. Perhaps there is a book in it.
  • I write the talk for next week's BIC Online - on being "Imperfect and Forgiven," the dual identity of followers of Jesus. W and I alternate writing sermons. He wrote most of September to see if he could make it shorter. Um. Sometimes.
  • Oh, how I relish the Mastermind on Thursday. These female leaders offer good advice and broaden my horizons every month. We've taken a summer break and missed each other.
  • The trees are bursting with life in the sunshine. Tall palms stretch up toward the sky: this particular one has 20-25' (7-8 m.) fronds. On our walk, W and the dogs stand in front of it for photo perspective.
  • One kind of tall palm is blooming, or shall we say fruiting? The green globes are changing to red on the 2' clusters.

The figs near our neighbor's house are getting closer and closer to ripeness. This is an odd fig type which bears its fruit is near the ground.
  • I'm running low on some of my favorite teas, including this lychee rose flavor from Malaysia. With reduced travel, we get to replace less of what's empty. Our friend offers to have some sent in the package from her children in Kuala Lumpur (Malaysia). What kindness!
  • The dogs are always happy to have company come over. They bark like they're going to kill someone standing at the gate. As soon as we say it's ok, they begin to settle down.
Then they are total petting-hounds. Poor Cocoa - what a bad hair day when she's been running through the rain and the grass. She needs a good comb-out.
  • Life goes on despite government strictures. Two men play badminton. In their flip-flops. In a narrow parking lot. Between concrete planters. Around cars. On uneven concrete blocks. They play a vigorous game, despite all the "what-on-earth" restrictions we notice as we pass them.
  • Someone is getting married in the courtyard nearby. The floral wedding boards are stunning. Flower shops personalize 4'tall X6'wide foamcore backgrounds. They add huge bouquets all around the edges.
The human-height boards are delivered, complete with their stands, by motorcycle. (Some cyclists are skilled enough to strap a board on each side of them! as they deliver.) These "congratulations" are placed at the entrance of various special events (wedding, funeral, shop opening, birthday, etc.) Depending on how famous the person is, there can be one, ten, or dozens of boards lined up.
  • We live in an amazing planet filled with creative creatures and humans. Hoping your week is full of new and wonderful discoveries, God's goodness, health, and joy ... 
Read more:
*Honor your father and your mother. Exodus 20:12

*I, the Lord your God, hold your right hand; it is I who say to you, ‘Do not fear, I will help you.’ Isaiah 41:13

*But when Peter noticed the strong wind, he became frightened, and beginning to sink, he cried out, “Lord, save me!” Jesus immediately reached out his hand and caught him. Matthew 14:30-31

*Welcome one another, therefore, just as Christ has welcomed you, for the glory of God. Romans 15:7

Moravian Prayer: Savior, we long to live in a right relationship with you and with our brothers and sisters. Help us share your love every day and in every place we go. Like Peter, Master, we fear and falter. Yet also like Peter, you reach out to each of us. Precious Lord, may we take your hand. Amen.



Friday, September 11, 2020

The patience of Job or the tenacity of a bulldog?

Monday, September 7, 2020

Even with the most severe cuts (i.e. the entire top chopped off), trees seem to regenerate. These went from 20' tall to 5' stumps - and now they're back. Amazing.

The leaves have blown off other trees so it looks like autumn. Same temperature though: we're just in dry season. The leaves will be back soon enough when the trees get more moisture. Despite clouds, it rarely rains.

Tuesday and Wednesday

It's a quick trip to the store for fabrics - someone requests a combination of batik for her own projects. There are racks and racks of traditional and modern patterns and color combinations.

It takes under a half-hour to find these beauties in the many stacks. Sadly, their potential transport has already left the country so they will have to travel via another friend. But isn't it a lovely mix? Most batik (traditionally dyed cotton fabric) has several patterns on each 2-meter length. You can combine the fabrics into endless groups.

The helper manages to find some flowers in the garden and plops them in a vase. This arrangement is 4' tall and over 2' wide.

Thursday

Not sure which applies to me: the patience of Job ... or the tenacity of a bulldog. I finally finish the quilt that has dogged me (pun intended) for years. This embroidery hoop spent a lot of time moving around the king-sized fabric.

I bought a set of typically floral English curtains while we lived in Cambridge in 2004. Ebay UK had all kinds of goodies that I coveted but I bought only what I could schlep home. I love household shopping - Oh there were sooo many antiques, decorations, and strange organizers. However, W said that whatever I purchased had to fit into my own suitcases. He had plenty of his own stuff.

While my husband slaved in the library for 6 months, I took art classes with some of the top instructors in Britain. I learned to draw, paint, and weave willow stems. Actually, W would fight the slave labor label: he gladly paid for his PhD and considered it a joy to spend hours on research. (Hard to imagine, isn't it?) We loved both our own work - and played in our own fields of interest. It was my first break from raising children in 24 years.

I was a rank novice at everything I tried but didn't care. No one knew me or cared how bad my output was. Plus, if your teacher is amazing, you make pretty good stuff. The paintings from Cambridge are better than anything I've produced since.

I taught someone piano for a few weeks to support my learning habit. I was truly "over" teaching music after 33 years of it; however, I was nagged by someone who wanted piano lessons. I proposed an exorbitant fee to get out of it ... and was accepted. Argh. My own art classes were total fun though.

Just for fun, I started a quilt with the Ebay curtains and other cottons found in a shop. I cut out a lot of strips and pieced them into small squares. Then I played around with the arrangement, sewed the squares and borders together, and basted the whole thing to the curtain backing. 

Then I did the edging. I hate the last bits of a project, especially if I know it will be a long one. Anything I can do to hurry along the last part is fine with me. And so the edging went on before I started hand-quilting.

 I find out that quilting is like playing harp - my fingertips suffer. (I keep forgetting the thimble so it's my fault.)

I've always been impatient. I do big and difficult projects on my first attempt at something I want to learn, whether it's a speech or writing - or art, sewing, composing music, or ? Why?

What if I don't like doing it? By finishing one hard thing, I have something of note when I'm done. And then I never have to do it again. Unless I want to.

For this quilt, there was a general direction (log cabin pattern) and a whole lot of fabrics. The basting of layers was brutal and detailed. Remember that I did the last step before the end? Those 128 squares seemed to go on forever! And then I had to quilt the the border without anything slipping.

Finally, today, I take a picture of my last stitch, just before I clip the thread. I have a thankful heart. Done done done! Hurrah.

The reason I make tiny stitches - and a lot of them - is because I like change. Maybe in the future I'll want the back side up. So it better be worth the flip[.
 
I drape it on the porch so I can pluck out the blue and green basting threads that hold the layers together.

Here's the entire quilt from one side.

This is the fourth quilt I've finished but the first one I've made just for me. I made one each for our first 3 kids. I've hand-pieced my own pattern of interlocking circles for the fourth kid. That one's so complicated that I keep pausing. Maybe I'll have to dig it out of Seattle storage to finish it here as well.

Friday
There's the most amazing moth (2" life-size) on the porch cabinet this morning. "Shoo it away please," I ask my husband. It's so white it almost glows. I'm glad it isn't in the house.
We missed our Wednesday date because of visa runs - so W and I walk to Nara Park and our beloved Pino Terrace for breakfast tea today. Jasmine tree for me, please.

I order Baso Udang (shrimp dumplings - tasty), while W orders waffles instead of his usual ramen. 
We finished off the 43rd anniversary crepe-layer cake earlier this week. It's also from Pino Bakehouse, with the same great flavors by Paulina.

Let me close out with a warm goodbye from my beautiful mama who always leaves a call with a smile. 

Read more:

Hear my prayer, O Lord, and give ear to my cry; do not be silent at my tears. Psalm 39:12 NASB

The Canaanite woman came and knelt before Jesus, saying, “Lord, help me.” Matthew 15:25

Moravian Prayer; Lord, each of us is in need of your divine help. May we always trust in your provision and in your power, never hesitating to turn to you. In Jesus’ name, we pray. Amen.

Saturday, September 5, 2020

Improvements vs change (for the sake of change)

Have you noticed how every social platform is shaking things up? Do you think they're trying to justify the salaries of their employees? 

Not sure I like the changes at first try. Since everyone uses the same platforms, we're stuck with random "improvements." Once we get used to them, many updates aren't as bad as initially thought. Mind you, not every improvement is an upgrade. And not every platform change is needed.

Today it takes an extra click to upload a pic for the blog; formerly pics didn't disappear until the blog was published. Nope - gone; either I have to upload the pictures at one time and move them around ... or upload one at a time. And the spacing is messed up. There is no preview (though it shows, "creating preview.") The preview is nowhere to be found, so please pardon the typos. I have to unpublish the post in a complicated set of clicks any time I find an error. Thank you not, Google Blogger.

And FB may be my exception to the "well, oh, ok" attitude I try to foster for techie usage. I'm a dummy on such things anyway, so most fails are mine. I use my computer; much of the stuff took an easy one-click on FB classic (with one tab). Trying to find the new "improved" arrangement means a multi-click exploration of "where did they put that?" Anyone else think it's silly?

I've never liked the FB mobile app = too clumsy. Now they've given the computer version a similar format. Why? I keep switching back to classic FB (until they take it down) - but I have to switch to that every time I open my computer. Let me just say, ... not every addition is a success, dear FB.

Writing this on Saturday morning, I pause my ruminations to put on bug repellent. Chikungunia is going around and around the hill. W refuses repellent and had a mild rash a few weeks ago. K, who is irresistible to mosquitoes regardless of what she uses, had it last week. And it was miserable. So far, I've escaped by routinely slathering on Deet every day. Rounds of dengue (a related fever) and malaria are ongoing.

Wednesday, September 2, 2020

In the late evening, Paulina, owner of the beloved Pino Terrace (and now of the new Pino Bakehouse) has dropped by with a lovely package. It's a crepe-cake, unlike anything we've eaten before. Not too sweet but delicious! (I don't like globs of frosting. This has that "just-right" balance.) I pass the cute little flowers and white chocolate to W and K, who like deep sugar.

W and I like going to Pino on Wednesday mornings. We often order Western pancakes, eggs, and ramen noodles. Plus tea of course. Paulina is always warm and friendly, as is the rest of the staff. But this is an exquisite surprise. THANKS, Paulina and bakers. Wow.

Thursday
It's a good walk in the tea plantations, ending with a soak in the hot springs near the volcano. The walk is 9000 steps, just enough to get our blood moving.

We leave for the mountains at 8:00. (We often don't leave until 8:40 or so, waiting for others). Veronica is kind enough to plan an early start to beat the heat of dry season. It's still quite warm by the time we're in the tea fields. See how they've been trimmed? These bushes are decades old and still sheared hard every year.

The ground is fertile from volcanic eruptions so everything grows quickly. The volcano has quieted down but some puffs can be seen from our trail.

In dry season, the paths are dusty but not overgrown. We and the dogs don't care. It's wonderful to be outside. See the big bee above? (Some bees grow nearly 2" long. You sure hear them when they fly into the open doors of the house.)

The slopes have been planted with terraced acres and acres of tea. The area is known for its teas, esp Green and Green Jasmine types. I didn't like the taste of Bandung teas with the chlorinated water of Seattle, but with local water they are wonderful.

My watch records 14 storeys, total elevation. (The upward walk from the car.) Along the way, the trail winds up and down, which doesn't count. It's "climb down and back up" about 5 - 6 storeys to the waterfall. There's no one on the stairs so I run the steps rather than walking and pushing up from a walk, and my knees feel fine. W and I stroll a gentle slope (1 km, 10+ storeys) down the road to the springs, too. Feels good.
As always, Gracia Spa is beautiful. Their flower displays are amazing. They've raised the price to more than double what it used to be ($3 when we first came.) W sighs over the increase.
We enjoy it anyway. Four walkers are the only ones in the pool most of the time: there might be 2 or 3 other families in the whole area (4 pools). Reminds me of Harrison Hot Springs; my friends and I visited HHS most Monday nights in winters when we were teenagers.
Lunch at poolside is indifferent but that's better than bad. Smiles.

Friday
I hear baying in the night - Cocoa is chasing something. And then I heart the throaty chirp of a successful kill. He catches one of the many civits that roam the jungle and our yards. Not a pretty sight - W puts it in the jungle once it's dead. Food for others.

The domestic and feral cats roaming our neighborhood kill birds and mice and all kinds of things, but a civit seems more substantial. I want to say, "Good dog, Cocoa" for following her instincts. When she makes a catch or kill, she doesn't mangle the critter. She leaves the catch for us to enjoy. Ugh. Poodles are bred to be hunters and retrievers. But I wait to say, "Good girl," when she snarfs down her food.

The dogs each have a new $1.70 eating dish from Mr D.I.Y. They are trying to increase their speed at eating from it, but the plastic ribs slow them down. Poodles are prone to bloat - we want to keep Cocoa around as long as possible.

Saturday
After a good sleep, I'm ready to create something. I enjoy the collages of Anne Marie Grgrich of Tacoma so I pull out a 12"X16" art canvas and a few decor magazines. Glue. Rip out some ads and displays. Let's see ... 
  • Ralph Lauren checkered tea set? In. (Background for eyes.)
  • Sinks and faucets. In. (Mouth and hairline.)
  • An ad for earrings. In. (Eyes.)
  • A modern chair. In. (Lips.)
  • Curtain fabric? In. (Can you spot it in a few places?)
  • A meadow? In. (Chin and forehead.)
  • A model's forehead? (A perfect nose.)
  • A rug? (Eyebrows.)
  • Seaside? In. (Where is it?)
What else do you see? It's great fun and suddenly there's the outline of a face. It's nowhere near as refined as her students. I've always liked shapes. Needs paint, more layers ... 
We get legal papers for the non-profit group, the work of two years. We are so grateful to God for this legal covering. WOOHOO.

Read more:
*Come, let us sing for joy to the Lord; let us shout aloud to the Rock of our salvation.

  Let us come before him with thanksgiving and extol him with music and song,

  for the Lord is the great God, the great King above all gods.

In his hand are the depths of the earth, and the mountain peaks belong to him.

  The sea is his, for he made it, and his hands formed the dry land.

Come, let us bow down in worship, let us kneel before the Lord our Maker;

  for he is our God and we are the people of his pasture, the flock under his care. Psalm 95:1-7


*Praise him, sun and moon; praise him, all you shining stars! For he commanded, and they were created. Psalm 148:3,5

You are worthy, our Lord and God, to receive glory and honor and power, for you created all things, and by your will they existed and were created. Revelation 4:11

Moravian Prayer; Master Designer, with a majestic and gracious hand, you created all things bright and beautiful. We bow before you in worship because you alone are worthy of our thanks and praise. Amen.

Wednesday, September 2, 2020

The pins tumble in the lock ... click click

Thursday, August 27, 2020
We're in the hills most of the morning. On the way, a man leads his horse to town while riding his motorcycle. The horses are brought down into the city from the farms - they give "pony rides" at all the major tourist stops. A trot around the block costs 50c or less.
 I don't know how Veronica remembers the trails. When we get to one steep uphill, we have to climb in the trough cut out by downpours and motorcycles.
 Yes, motorcyclists are skilled enough to drive up and down the narrow trench.
We're hot and sweaty after the walk so we swap our trail shoes for flip-flops. We stop for lunch at a nearby tourist spot - where we're king and queen of the castle for a selfie. This is how locals dress for the 85o weather:
Along the roads, the food carts are back but there are not many customers.
And many of the little vans (angkots that are the main transportation) are parked at the side of the street.
The pickups are heaped with fruit. We drive right by because I'm not quick enough (tired from the hike?) to say, "Stop! I want to buy mangos (or oranges, or apples, or ?)
Old-fashioned transportation exists beside the new: a horse-drawn cart with old car bumpers clicks along.
 The walk itself is through pine trees, over-the-head-tall grasses, and fields.
Grass-cutters get precedence - we step off the trail as they come down and pass us. Their load, cut by machete, baled, and put on their backs, is about 45kg (near 100 lbs). We can't even budge the bales on the ground when we push them, never mind carrying them.
Today the air is so clear that the mountain ranges are visible for miles. We take pictures from our own mountain, while the cities below slumber in the sunlight.

The weekend
W and I walk through the neighborhood to a new Korean hole-in-the-wall. The food is good and cheap. It takes a long time though. We're there almost an hour before we get our food.
As we walk, we marvel at the tangle of cables, wires, and circuitry overhead. We decide to take a back route home. We turn off the main street down a "wide" lane (6') and are soon into the chains of alleys.
When we get confused which way to go next, the little kids point the way. We take stairs and curved or straight sidewalks between houses. At 2-4' wide, many paths are too narrow for anything but a small motorcycle or skinny pedestrians. The concrete is poured to lie flat between walls of houses that go to the edge of each building lot. There's no easement, so the paths zig and zag, up and down between them. It's a walking adventure for us.

The abundance of fruit is astonishing. Everywhere you look, nature has seeded bananas, papayas, and other trees in empty lots, side yards, and along the roads.

Sunday
We're always tweaking something at BICOnline. This is the last of a series in August on familiar Bible stories, matched with chapters of Colossians. Have you ever heard of Samson, Gideon, Ruth, and Deborah? Those were our heroes of the month.

The Gathering has become too long though. No one has stamina online. W will write the next set of talks - he aims for less than 15 minutes. Feel free to join us any Sunday (9am Jakarta time) or on a weekday morning at the link above.

Monday
It's time to write updates again. We're moving from August to September. The month's end is my cue for newsletters and wrapping up paperwork. After two meetings, we go to pick up some items. W wants to try a chicken place: each one of us orders a different kinds of friend chicken. They're either spicy or fire-in-your-mouth. Yum.
After lunch, we drive up the mountain across from ours. The Bamboo Shack restaurant is closing after 10 years and selling off their library. We pick up a few books. My biggest joy is seeing Riga and Arga - it's been months and months since we've met in person. Riga looks 25 but her son Arga is getting closer to that age.
This 8'X15' wall mural is chipped out of concrete. Our friend Robin is a gifted artist: he designed the three one-of-a-kind panels that showcase traditional puppets. (Click to look closer at the chisel marks!) I'm stunned every time I go into the Bamboo Shack. I'll miss seeing them. (And I hope the next owner doesn't plaster over them.)

Tuesday
Today's meetings last from 8-6. The helper is late but I have to leave for the office. We meet in the lane and I give her brief instructions. If I miss her, I usually write tasks on the fridge. In a country where most people would rather talk than read instructions, a face to face trumps a quick howdy and "check the instructions."

The palm has bloomed again: the 2" green balls will turn red soon for a natural splash of color along the driveway.
 The neighbor's staghorn fern is thriving - it's about 5' long. I notice when I walk home for lunch.
Oops, the meal is nothing like the notes I left on the fridge. There's no food for Kirsten, who can't eat beef. Supper has to be redone as well. I ask the helper, "From now on, please come 10 minutes early each day." I don't care if she leaves earlier.

Just after 6pm, I close the computer and lock the office. Everything is quiet in the hall - how we miss the gatherings of people.
 When I'm done for the day, it's dark out. Before I head out, I run up to the third storey to take a picture of the full moon.
My watch measures only ascending: 17 storeys so far today. Between work sessions, I run stairs and walk to stretch my legs.
I meet W and K around the corner at Miss Bee for fish and chips. We walk home. W's flashlight prevents us from stumbling on the uneven paving.

Back in our own kitchen, I put the beef broth in freezer bags, tidy up, and feel ready for a visit with a good book. Upstream (Dan Heath) and Your Brain at Work (David Rock) are this week's reads. (Plus a few novels.)

Wednesday
After my early stint in the office, W and I meet at Nara for breakfast. W's calling today and tomorrow date days for our 43rd-anniversary. At breakfast, he asks if I really want to know where we're going for lunch.

Of course I do. One of the things I like least is a "here comes a surprise." If a surprise shows up, that's fun. But "Hey, we're going and it's a surprise so I won't tell you," is no fun at all. I have to block out dreaded options. For example, we've passed a few dim-sum shops in the last week. When W reminds me that there's a surprise ahead, all I can think is, "I hope it's not dim sum. I'm not in the mood for that today."

But he asks, and yes, I want to know, and yes, knowing where we're headed (not dim sum), I happily anticipate a great lunch all morning. The vegan food is good.

Despite all the reading this year, I have written few public reviews. I've immersed myself in reading and recording the main points in my notebooks. I circle each unique author or article with a colored marker so they are easy to find again.
I started keeping track of incoming ideas when COVID hit. So far, I've filled two scribblers with notes. Periodically, I browse to see the trajectory God's sending my way.

I believe that there's not much randomness in the world. Even unplanned and unintentional moments can be useful - and so it is with books, articles, podcasts, and conversations. Plus I thrive on intake. My mind naturally recombines the ideas and visuals in next ways. It's like an ongoing shift - click - move - lock - shift - click - move - lock ...

Sometimes a good idea tilts into something else. Last week, I bought orange and blue fabric to cover pillows but the fabric has shifted in my head. With batik, the length may include borders, areas of combined color, and solids. Placement and cutting determines the focus.
I wrap the LR pillows in the fabrics and they look cheery, as hoped. But with no one around, I don't have to sew them on. Maybe they're meant for something else. The pins start tumbling in the lock of my brain.
There may be a quilt in them instead. We'll see. (Hey Mom, I hear your voice in my head, "Oh Rosemee! what next?") My need for order and cleanliness comes from Mom, while "all the world's open for a try" comes from Dad.
I grab a stack of recently published books online. These two pages from Quilting with a Modern Slant (Rachel May) make my heart pound. A carefully controlled drift of color, a sweep of shapes? Love it.
What do you like most about when you know something needs to be done? For me, it's the exploration and possibilities of a project. The planning. The start. The beautiful beginning of pieces for assembly.

Yet when I bite off a huge piece, I find myself groaning over the tedious step-by-step. A long process drains my energy like a creek churning through a muddy field. By the end, there's nothing left. I finish what I start if something is worth finishing. (If not, I don't mind admitting, "it's not for me!" and walking away.)
I promise myself, "No more hand-quilting for now." I'm on the last 2 sides of a king-sized cover I've been Zoom-crafting. During online calls with a friend, I thread a dozen needles. As we talk, I spend a few hours of up and through, down and back. So boring that it keeps my mind open.

Living in the land of batik means the eyes are always exploring. The next quilt has to be machine-pieced and -quilted. Let's see what my 25-year-old Bernina can do! Somewhere in the Bernina accessory box there's a quilting foot.

Read more:
*[Jesus told his disciples,] Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes?

Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life? Matthew 6:25-27NIV

*And just as Jesus was coming up out of the water, he saw the heavens torn apart and the Spirit descending like a dove on him. And a voice came from heaven, “You are my Son, the Beloved; with you I am well pleased.” Mark 1:10-11
Moravian Prayer: Heavenly Father, that each of your sons and daughters is your beloved is the greatest blessing! May we lead lives reflective of that tremendous gift—offering love, tenderness, and forgiveness to others. Amen.