Wednesday, February 25, 2026

A sigh of relief at a mysterious reappearance

Monday, February 23, 2026

Suddenly, the research that was gone - and none of us could retrieve - pops up. Now that is strange and wonderful! 36 pages ... where were they? Who knows. Who cares. Thank you, God! By the end of the day the document has swelled to 60 pages. It's one day at a time, just like the bloom on the daylilies in the yard.

I open the drapes after walking and feeding the dogs and making breakfast. The swish-swish of rattan brooms in the yard accompanies the chirping of birds as I click between websites. The printer doesn't work - but I'll figure something out. Sorting information is next. Then comes writing. And finally, the hard part: editing.

I eat whatever I want - and today that's a sweet potato "pizza-ish" recipe. A mashed sweet potato gets topped with broccoli, bacon, cheese, and 2 eggs, then baked. It's delicious but I can only eat half.

PakG notes that one of the exterior light switches is not working. 

And the cheap plastic faucet on the outdoor shower has broken. Water is pouring out and the well pump is going and going. Burnout ahead, except ...

He ties off the hose to stop the flow. I send a note to the contractor who will have to install better quality as water pressure from the well can vary during the day. The stone shower is a relic from when the house was built. We kept as much of the original building as we could. The faucets and fixtures were stolen when the Project was empty so had to be replaced in the renovation.

We find a Hemnes daybed, the final bed we wanted for the upstairs. "I can send it over," says the owner. "Probably at 6PM." Ok, that works.

Except that they leave her place with the bed at 5:30 and take 3 hours to get here. They probably broke their fast and hung around with friends for an hour or two. I'm up at 4AM, so 8:30 practically feels like midnight. The bed is lifted off the truck - isn't it cool how the sides of the pickup fold down?

It's too wide for a side door so they come in the entry.

It's also too wide for the bedroom door so they park it in the hall. When W's done with his current project, he'll unscrew the sides and move it inside.
Tuesday
It's cold and gloomy. By 8:00 it's only 21C/69F and we're dressed in coats or heavy sweaters. I walk with Juno, wearing jeans and a long-sleeved blouse. Brrr. Friends send photos of the snow in New England. How pretty! ... but no thanks.

I count the screws and knobs that have to be replaced on the bed and W orders them.
By 10AM my eyes are blurring from focusing on the screen. I make ramen with lettuce for lunch. Did you know that lettuce is a good vegetable for soups? Neither did we until we saw it here; it wilts just like spinach and other leafy greens.
The team comes over at 2:00. The kettle blows out its circuit. There's also no hot water from the dispenser, which is on the same line. W helps me figure it out: the extension cord needs resetting. This tangle of cords behind the living room bench is normal, in a country where electrical outlets are few. Ugly but normal. You "hardly" see it after a while.

Wednesday - work day
The streets are still mostly empty in the morning.


Once a tree starts to rot, the termites go at it. This formerly massive tree (9'/3m tall at the break) has one thin branch and a few leaves left. (Do you see what I see? A creature with tilted head, hands to the sides, and big feet.)
I print out pages of research and grab a pen to number the sections. Why not use something enjoyable to write? I have some dried-out fountain pens so I soak them. When they're clean and working, I add soap to clean the sink.

Except we can't drain it. The push-and-pop-open plug fails. So we text the contractor to find out what to do. IbuS and PakG get it open with his instructions. When they close it to check, it won't reopen. So they open it and leave it. 

PakG notices a leak. We send that pic as well. Is that where the water on the floor is coming from? We turn off the water behind the sink.

What a good group at the Women's study this afternoon. There are many snacks at Tetty's house; nearly every participant contributes something. (It's what women do.)

Thursday
I'm up early but we don't walk the dogs. Today we want to hike along the river. Let's see if the rain holds off. Breakfast is IbuS's homebaked bread with the Fix&Fogg nut butter that Lisa brought from New Zealand. The porch is so cold that I go inside for a thick sweater.

Read more:

* Be glad in the LORD and rejoice, O righteous, and shout for joy, all you upright in heart. Psalm 32:11

* The meek shall obtain fresh joy in the LORD, and the neediest people shall exult in the Holy One of Israel. Isaiah 29:19

* For you know the generous act of our Lord Jesus Christ, that though he was rich, yet for your sakes he became poor, so that by his poverty you might become rich. 2 Corinthians 8:9

Moravian Prayer: Renewing Savior, let us not look away from the poor and the needy in our neighborhoods, but instead, let us find positive, practical ways to engage with those in need. May our service to them help restore their bodies, hearts, minds, and souls through lovingkindness. Amen.

Sunday, February 22, 2026

Stepping out of the past

Thursday, February 19, 2026

We walk all the side streets to get steps in - there's no hike today. In the corner triangle, over a dozen teen boys are kicking a ball in bare feet or flip-flops. Ouch.


The padel ball court is coming along at a former restaurant. One of the reasons the place wasn't popular before is because their security guys didn't pick up the garbage tossed onto the property by the neighbors. Today there's a huge heap of bags and other trash right outside the new facilities. The dump is just around the corner. 


I pass two helpers going to work. There is not a single other walker, on a route that usually has dozens. I'm happy to have dogs for company.

After the walk, we settle in at home. The old lush garden (below) has been erased at our former home, but I do enjoy sitting on the new Porch with my laptop.
The helpers come, the laundry gets done, and the upstairs gets a clean sweep. Most Muslim adults fast during Ramadan so I cook whatever I'm hungry for. I make my favorite: noodles. In the freezer, there's leftover spaghetti from a past movie night. Goodie. I can do something with that.

After frying part of an onion and green pepper in olive oil, I add chopped tomatoes. With broth, it simmers for about 10 minutes. I add the leftover pasta, a big scoop of chili peanut sauce, and another of plain yogurt, heating it through for 5 minutes = what my body is craving. I enjoy a second helping and freeze the rest for a future meal.

Friday
It's done. Today is the end of a long season. We no longer have access to the old house.

I hand the last sets of housekeys to the daughter of Ibu Wigar, the lady who asked us to rent her house before Christmas, over 11 years ago. 
The photo shows how Indonesian Muslim culture and dress have changed since 2014, from traditional Indonesian clothing to Saudi-Sunni religious garb for women. I find it fascinating to watch new rules emerge because my PhD is in Intercultural Studies. The biggest cultural and religious shifts seem to happen during the month of Ramadan.

Ibu Wigar never wore a headscarf on her beautiful silver hair. Until recently, neither did our neighbors, who had distinguished careers as scientists and doctors. Now, most female Muslims in Bandung cover their heads with some kind of cloth. Schoolgirls must wear a hijab as part of their school uniform. Some women even adopt the strict Middle Eastern fashion of a black burqa (face and body fully covered).

At that time, we didn't know where Ibu Wigar lived. She chuckled and pointed to the other side of the empty lot beside our first place. She lived one house away. Behind the gate, all you could see was the massive roof, so we'd never noticed it before.
We checked it out and moved in as soon as she moved into another family home. The house lived up to its potential. She came to visit a few times and seemed happy where she had moved. She had the warmest laugh and the manners of a princess.
Ibu Wigar died a few years ago, as did the nephew who managed it for the family. We met other family members last week at the walk-through we requested = they know we left their house and property in good condition. W wants the security deposit back.

Friday
The article - 2 weeks worth of research - is gone. Wiped as clean as if it never existed. W explains how to allow remote log-in. I try for a long time without success.

A boy and his parents are looking for a nerf gun. "Anyone have one?" they ask the Yard Sale WA. How about 8 of them? They come by and the youngster is delighted  to spend part of his Chinese New Year gifts on them.
Veronica and I walk in the afternoon, stopping in at Alice's. 
I've brought chocolate mousse along - which is divided and enjoyed. This hedge blooms outside someone's gate. I have to stop - it's such a pretty pink.
It's a flower kind of day. The bougainvillea at the top of someone's gate is stunning.
On another street, a huge yellow bloom is having its own party.
On the way down the hill, we stop in at a new restaurant in the former residence of the New Zealander who was the hiking leader years ago.
Veronica remembers what rooms were where. Carol repatriated long ago but they're still in touch. When Veronica sends a photo of the diners to Carol, she gets this response, "What are all those people doing in my bedroom?" haha

The food is reasonable - both in taste and price. 
I still can't download the remote log-in - and my 25+ pages of graphs and charts are still gone.

Saturday
After a walk with Gypsy, I put the house to rights and try again. Restart the computer (a few times, just in case). Finally, in a remote settings menu, I find a permission that is turned off. Does that need to be on? I click it. A few more clicks and the permission for remote access downloads. I have never been in that computer file so who knows why it's off?

W logs in from his meeting, and works for over an hour. No luck. The entire saved file has disappeared. If W can't find it, it's permanently lost.

The editors just sent a reminder of the due date but I almost don't have the heart to start over. All that's left are a few screenshots of data, which I'd inserted into the document. The citations for them have been deleted, along with the outline, the questions I want answered, and the completed paragraphs. Citations must be included. I can't remember where I found the data - UGH UGH UGH UGH. From where are the decade-by-decade reports I'd gathered? Not much overwhelms me - but tech complications or detailed lists of how-tos make my head swim. I mostly leave that for W to sort out.

I am frustrated, ready to send a "sorry, no luck" to the editors before I toss my computer into the pond. Instead, I eat some chocolate and drink a stiff cup of tea. And open a new document. Save it to the same place as before. All my writing lives there. (Previously, none has disappeared.)

I open the history tabs from this week, finding some information but missing the rabbit trails of details. The computer is on the fritz all day, too. For great chunks of time, it won't open apps or do searches.

In the afternoon, the first session of Tanikota3 opens. Three groups of children are learning English. Almost 50 kids and over a dozen moms show up, along with a few dads. The moms ask for their own class so they can keep up with their kids.
Most parents are fasting until sundown but the kids take a piece of banana bread as their snack. It's not a favorite. They prefer store snacks so we arrange to do that from now on.
The dogs sleep in the shade under the trees, waiting to be off-leash. They roam the yard at night, faster than any security personnel.

Sunday
W delivers a tribute at a friend's memorial service. Mel was not only a very intentional mentor but also a beloved family member. I'm up at 4AM to join online.
The prayer room is quiet this morning.
After the Gathering, some teachers and I head for lunch at Maxi's. Then we have a nice visit at our place. 

The way things come and go always surprises me. Two things happen while our guests are here: a few weeks ago, I set out a huge book that is "for someone." I know it's not for me so I put it on a table in the living room. Today, a happy guest claims it. 

I bought extra ubi (sweet potatoes) last week; this morning, the person who wanted a kilo declines them. She's about to travel. "You can give them away to someone else."

Today, when I ask Magi (who loves cooking) if she wants the kilo, she says, "We don't have an oven."

Well, I just happen to have 5 big fully-baked ones that went into the oven last night. Off they go.
Everything looks better with the flowers that have been dropped off at the side door.
#TitikBadudu has outdone herself again. A few pops of color accent the green and white bouquet.
Close up, it's even lovelier.
Read more:
Bless our God, O peoples; let the sound of his praise be heard, who has kept us among the living and has not let our feet slip. Psalm 66:8-9

* May the God of steadfastness and encouragement grant you to live in harmony with one another, in accordance with Christ Jesus, so that together you may with one voice glorify the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ. Romans 15:5-6

Moravian Prayer: Risen Redeemer, when the morning rays reach our countenances, our souls warm. You comfort us to motivate, delegate, and instigate goodness and grace in a cold and sometimes bitter world. Amen.

Wednesday, February 18, 2026

3 holidays in 3 days: this happens once in a generation!

Monday, February 16, 2026

What a week. 3 major holidays?

1) Tomorrow is Chinese New Year. I decline an invitation to lunch by an extraordinary chef (yeah, your mama, Josie!) as I've already committed to another.

2) Ash Wednesday begins the season of Lent. A group is going through a wonderful Lent book written by our mutual friend and spiritual director, Dr. Gail Johnson. Find it here. (Comment or PM me if you want to join us.)

3) Thursday is the first day of the Islamic month of Ramadan as celebrated in SE Asia. (It starts on Wednesday in other places.) Technically, Muslims keep working but energy is low in those who are fasting. A final week ends the month-long fast and that week is time off to be with family, similar to American Thanksgiving or Canadian/European Christmas.

We're on our final cleanup of the old house and yard. It's strange to walk into the welcoming neighborhood, knowing it's no longer where we live. After 11 1/2 years of good relations with kind neighbors, thank you, each one.

I pause in my research, heading up the mountain to a Japanese cooking experience with a lovely group of women. 

I completely forget to hand over the money I owe Jenny for lunch Sunday. Sigh. She says it's ok to wait for Sunday. I do hate debts of any kind.
When we get home, someone picks up the inversion table; someone else claims the Japanese portable bathtub that we no longer need.
Everyone has made good progress today. The garbage has been cleared away from the old place. Ibu S has cleaned the upstairs. She's amazing: strong, quick, and focused.
Even the laundry room is empty and clean.
My article's outline gets a good start, too. Tomorrow is another day.

Tuesday - Happy Chinese New Year
First, a meeting online. And breakfast? A chocolate/sweet potato mousse (recipe below), banana bread, and yogurt. With tea, of course.
Then a walk. The 3-storey wall on the other side of the lane has cracked. The ferns and other plants that were allowed to grow this last year are removed. The tall wall is made of stacked, mud-mortared bricks that get plastered over. Two men chip out the cement skim where it has cracked. 
Then they start the laborious work of filling those enlarged channels with new plaster.
I take Juno along and leave the others. PakG will walk with them. I don't have the energy to be pulled off balance when Anton sees a cat. There are many cats on this walk.

We inspect the old house. Both helpers are here: one has told the other, "You must come, even if it's a holiday. I need help!" There's one to two days of cleaning and yardwork before we lock up and leave for good. Friends of the owner live behind the same gate. They come and go at all hours, day and night. So there's always someone watching.
I dither until mid-morning and then get down to work. My desk is the table on the Porch today.

An online search churns out "scholarly data with citations." Oh yeah, helpful but ...? Now to check for accuracy before I dive into the data. I read journal articles, skim books, and scan statistics from various archives. It's absorbing, this learning what others know. I love it. My task is to write a summary essay, collating information that others have gathered. I must cite sources.

The new recipe is Sweet Potato /Chocolate Mousse. This morning, I tuck it into the freezer after chilling it overnight. Doesn't that combo sound awful? Surprise!

At lunch, the helpers and I sample it. They love it as much as I do. Very EASY to make. Don't be too precious about measuring, either,

Here's the recipe:
Ingredients:
2 medium sweet potatoes, baked or steamed, peeled, and mashed
1 small dark chocolate bar, cut or broken into pieces (75-110 gm/3-4 oz)
1/2 c boiling hot water

Instructions:
1. Steep the dark chocolate for a few minutes in the hot water. Then use a hand blender to froth it together.
2. Add the sweet potatoes and blend until fluffy.
3. Divide into ramekins = 3 big or 6 medium *portions.
4. Refrigerate at least 1 hour (or freeze for a healthy chocolate 'ice cream').

*I  used a silicone cupcake tray and filled 6 sections half full. That's PLENTY. It's a rich-tasting, low-calorie dessert. (Average size: 150 calories; big size: 300 calories)

I play my one daily song on the very good keyboard that isn't a piano. I promised myself to play every day. After one song, I'm done. I played for church since I was 9 and later got an associate degree in piano performance. But without a "real piano," there's little motivation to play. With headphones on, I tell myself that it almost sounds the same. (Almost.)

Wednesday - Ash Wednesday
It's the first day of Lent. We'll be reflecting on the beauty and terror of the salvation Jesus won for humanity. How can God love us so much that he is willing to pay the penalty of our sins to satisfy his justice?

A new kind of orchid is blooming where the yardman fastened it to a tree a few weeks ago. Apparently, it's happier there than where it sat for 3 years without flowers.
At the old place, the yardman finishes trimming. The garden is returned to its original state with the addition of a few fruit trees. 
There's more privacy than when we came. We planted the trees to prevent neighbors from overlooking the yard or porch. (This is how it looked when we lived there.)
We're swapping this stunning view.
For this park-like yard. We shifted most of the garden over and planted a low "grass" during the two months before Christmas. It is just starting to fill in.
Years ago, we moved into a 2-bedroom basement flat with 3 kids under 5 years of age. It took a year for W to complete the masters degree he'd started and dropped (pre-kids). That Vancouver yard had no trees. When I asked why, the homeowners explained that they wouldn't plant anything "because we don't plan to stay here long."

Even for a short stay, I'd break up a boring yard with growing things. Who knows, maybe you get lucky and enjoy 11 years of a flourishing garden, as we did in LIPI. Or ... that plain lawn may host you for a decade, like the yard in Vancouver did for those owners. I've been tempted to drive past to see if the next occupants put in a little sliver of paradise that was waiting to happen.

At our old place, the barbecue area is emptied of hanging chairs, swinging bench, and cooking equipment. 
The next person will put their own stamp on it, just as we did.
I send photos of the cleaned inside and trimmed outside to the owners. The next step is collecting keys from everyone who has a copy.
I walk across the main street into a whole new series of villages on the other side of our hill. Imagine if this were the staircase to your front door.
Or what if you had to climb down every day to reach your home? Many locals have knee trouble in old age - the steps are steep, uneven, and necessary when you live on the side of a hill.
Houses are crammed into every available space.
Some extensions sit on pillars mortared into streambeds that channel run-off from the hillsides.
Making up for not hiking this week, I climb a 4-flight stairway to the neighborhood above. Without dogs, focus is easier and the walk is faster - no sniff stops or potty breaks needed.
It's off to work when I get home. The day flies by. I take a short nap in preparation for the wake-up call that will resound from speakers in every neighborhood tonight around 3 AM.

Ramadan comes next. The chanting wakes someone in the household (usually a woman) to prepare food. The meal must be eaten before sunup. Fasting commences during daylight hours. The elderly, the ill, and kids are excluded. Luckily, Indonesia sits near the equator, so day and night are pretty even. Countries in the southern hemisphere have long sunlit days in February, so the obligation is more arduous. (When Ramadan falls in the northern summer, it's the same deal.)

Read more:
Joseph’s brothers said, “Now therefore please forgive the crime of the servants of the God of your father.” Genesis 50:17

* God said, “This is my Son, the Beloved; with him I am well pleased; listen to him!” Matthew 17:5

* Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ has forgiven you. Ephesians 4:32

* Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us, fixing our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith. For the joy set before him, he endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. 

Consider him who endured such opposition from sinners, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart. Hebrews 3:1-3

Moravian Prayer: Radiant Master, as Joseph forgave his brothers for their jealous actions, may we do the same in our own families. May our acts of personal clemency help heal the divisions within our homes and influence our neighbors toward forgiveness. Amen.