Wednesday, October 1, 2025

Austin's flowers

Saturday, September 27, 2025

We fly to Austin early in the morning.

It's after noon when we are picked up by our daughter Kirsten.

We share a wonderful HEB barbecue supper. W buys supplies at Home Depot to repair K's hall. A leak from a disintegrated washer on her washing machine ruined the baseboard. 
While he sets up the project, she and I listen to her church service online.

Sunday
W replaces the warped baseboards and closes the drywall cut out by the plumber (who didn't find the leak.) How good to have a handy father!
The furniture returns to its place so the eye no longer stops at the floor.
I walk around the neighborhood, marveling at the number of cars = mostly 2-3 vehicles per driveway. The USA is a car-propelled country with long drives to stores and services unless you live in downtown in a city or in a very small town.
Many people are walking their dogs. This man reads a book as he strolls with his dog.
Texas is home to many wildflowers. The gardening season is long, though it's so hot and dry in mid-supper that plants have to be heat-tolerant.
The blooms come in many colors.
A cement truck is pouring a driveway nearby.
We sup at a Chinese noodle place. I love the flavors. And of course, noodles are my favorite food group.
Monday
W leaves for Springfield to meet with a theology commission. Kirsten and I visit a few discount stores for tablecloths that will become curtains. We have a pasta dinner that is so good I eat it before thinking about taking a photo.
We eat thick Chinese noodles for supper - so good.
Tuesday
We have a few things to pick up after a relaxing morning. We find a big print for a difficult window but K is also looking for a suitcase. We strike out so far.
After shopping, Kirsten prepares a delicious avocado toast for lunch.
The vehicle size here is extreme. 
In Springfield, W is picking up a goodies to take home to enjoy in Indonesia.
K and I love home renovation series so we watch a few episodes each afternoon as we relax together.
Wednesday
Kirsten asks for the homemade chocolate chip cookies she remembers from childhood. A half-recipe yields a few dozen. Sofa covers and rugs get washed and we return purchases that don't match expectations. Costco is one of our destinations for their international choices. German spaetzle? It's there.
We're back in late afternoon, when K makes a delicious lunch. After a little break, we tackle the fridge and freezer. Isn't everything more fun when doing it together? Food rests on a large towel while we reorganize and wash shelves, which are already quite clean so it doesn't take long.

After another home reno episode, I edit a journal article. Meanwhile, K drives off to bring W from the airport. He and I have sent greetings back and forth with mutual friends and scholars.

Read more:
Give praise to the Lord, proclaim his name; make known among the nations what he has done. Sing to him, sing praise to him; tell of all his wonderful acts. Glory in his holy name; let the hearts of those who seek the Lord rejoice.

Look to the Lord and his strength; seek his face always. Remember the wonders he has done, his miracles, and the judgments he pronounced, you his servants, the descendants of Israel, his chosen ones, the children of Jacob. He is the Lord our God; his judgments are in all the earth. 1 Chronicles 16:8-14

I am yours; save me. Psalm 119:94

* Suddenly an angel of the Lord appeared, and a light shone in the cell. He tapped Peter on the side and woke him, saying, “Get up quickly.” And the chains fell off his wrists. Acts 12:7

Moravian Prayer: We try to survive on our own, God. Eventually we need help, and you are the ultimate savior. May we always rely on you, knowing you will graciously be there for us. Thanks be to you, O God. Amen.

Friday, September 26, 2025

Nothing is more heartwarming than long friendships

Tuesday, September 23, 2025

The blessing of the afternoon is a group who is in hot pursuit of friendship with God. The conversations are life-giving, though we are spread around the planet and in different timezones. Indulging in a coffee-chocolate cookie from Keelee's Quiet Waters Bakery helps me focus. The verse on the back of the wrapper is my prayer:

"My heart says of you, "Seek his face! Your face, Lord, I will seek." Psalm 27:8

Somehow, God is renewing W and my hearts in the middle of a full calendar. How merciful and loving he is. I'm glad to be among his people, reflecting on scriptures, and listening to music.

I don't even have to make supper today. M has cooked rice and chicken, which W brings downstairs for me to enjoy when the meeting ends. It's been beautiful weather all day. The kids are good sports on the hilly 2.5 mile walk but we're all relieved to get home.

Wednesday
It's easy to cook breakfast with Western ingredients at hand: pears, cottage cheese, eggs, and sausage. 
Would it be fun to shop around a bit this morning? Once I get moving I change my mind. I go through some cabinets and toss 5-year old canned food from the pantry. It makes me feel shopped out. I sort things to take to our home across the sea, knowing that they're never coming back. Family things like my grandma's 6-piece Bavarian china are enjoyed during our brief stays in Seattle. 

"Take whatever you want," my mom tells me each time I visit. "I don't need anything - so please take anything you can use." I keep asking the children and extended family if there's something they would like.

We already have hand-me-downs from my auntie and uncle (tray below), plus furniture and dishes from my grandmothers. We love beautiful things, especially if they are useful. Sometimes I think how nice it would be to pull out this or that, which is stored in another country. 

We have more than enough to enjoy and host guests, whether here or back home. "The mother of all garage sales is coming up when you downsize," W often warns me. haha
Our apartment has 2 pianos, so I posted one on Craigslist a few weeks ago. The buyer who sent a $2000 cheque? Scammer. Sigh. The fake paper bounces at the bank today. Luckily W is cautious, so he catches the cheaters and we're not out any money. Why don't people work this hard being productive at real jobs rather than causing misery for others? I have a backup buyer anyway.

Speaking of scams, the blog already has +96,000 views this month. What algorithm is boosting it to the cybersphere? I'm no influencer: why would my journal be of interest? And book reviews or art blogs? Not groundbreaking. Yet writers write. My head is turbulent with words and ideas. I can either blurt them onto pages or explode. (Or lose the memories: friends know my selective/faulty recollections.)

"Don't do anything you don't want everyone to know," Jesus said. "What is hidden will be revealed." Living in Indonesia, everyone knows everyone's business anyway. I try to stay out of trouble. Admittedly, it is strange to visit another country and have a stranger say they read my posts and feel like they know me.

Let's taste some favorites before we leave for home? We order Vietnamese sandwiches from YehYehs. Pretty good.
Late in the afternoon W and I go for a short walk. The autumn berries are crisp red against the blue sky. Suddenly, my shoes start falling apart. Parts of the soles fall off and a structural piece of the footbed pokes into my foot. W gives me a thick tissue to place above the emerging hole but I still have a deep blister by the time I get in the door.
Baker Academic sends a new book Faithful Futures by Josh Packard for review and consideration as a classroom text. I forward the title to several lecturers and professors: it recognizes the unique flavors and needs of GenX and GenZ, distinct from previous generations.
Thursday
After yesterday's more peaceful pace, we are on the move after breakfast. We visit with a young family who prays for us and whom we pray for. The mom's an alumna and was in W's classes years ago. Those are the happy connections: to know something we did has been meaningful or lasting.

Lunch is at the university with NE Seattle leaders. It's nice to meet in the faculty lounge as a reminder of time well spent and conversations with former coworkers, including the alumni team.
The new university president is a former student and gives a rousing talk to the leaders present.
Supper with Don and Brenda settles our hearts. They are trusted friends and mentors who encourage us to faithfulness and faith.
Brenda gifts us with beautiful picture cards featuring photos she's taken on travels. They're too pretty to write on.
Friday
People day! starts in early morning at the Third Place Commons, my central location for meeting women from various circles each year.
We start with a visit with heart friends who have traveled from around WA state. It's an honor to meet in person! instead of just online.
Kim shares drinks and pears (oh yum). Stuff continues to flow in and out of my life, even on such a short trip. I pass out three "feather" canvases that came my way yesterday.
A dear WPPR sister shows up after noon to share a gluten-free quiche for lunch and stories about where we are now.
Sue drops in for a few hours of catch-up. What a wonderful day with people we have loved and worked with over the years.
I'm home in late afternoon with time enough to eat leftovers from yesterday.
I show the grandkids videos of when they were little before we say "goodbye for now." W and I are hopping on a plane to TX, early tomorrow morning.

Read more:
*Come, let us return to the Lord. He has torn us to pieces but he will heal us; he has injured us but he will bind up our wounds. Hosea 6:1

*The Lord said, “Why do you spend your money for that which is not bread and your earnings for that which does not satisfy? Listen carefully to me, and eat what is good.” Isaiah 55:2

*Jesus said, “The widow out of her poverty has put in everything she had, all she had to live on.” (Read the story in Mark 12:44)

*Therefore Jesus said again, “Very truly I tell you, I am the gate for the sheep. All who have come before me are thieves and robbers, but the sheep have not listened to them. I am the gate; whoever enters through me will be saved. They will come in and go out, and find pasture.

The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full. John 10:7-10


Moravian Prayer: Lord of all creation, there is nothing that is of this world that we can offer to you. Our greatest riches are but a drop in the sea to you, but we can offer you ourselves, our devotion, and our faith. We humbly give what we can. Amen.

Tuesday, September 23, 2025

... and autumn is here

Saturday, September 20, 2025

Nap. Perfect afternoon nap. We needed that, I guess.

It's much quieter here than at home in Indonesia. There the noise is constant from motorcycles, trucks, cars, and voices. In our bedroom, fans and a dehumidifier hum without pause to move the warm air. The pump chugs anytime someone uses water in a kitchen or bathroom. Without airtight windows or doors, exterior noises are in the background night and day. The chanting of verses and Arabic writings from the mosque speakers (whether in person or pre-recorded) sounds at least 5X a day - and more on the numerous religious holidays.

Here, when I listen to the scripture reading at night, the volume is set at 3 rather than 6. We walked this morning, marveling that hardly any cars passed us. Oh the silence! No little food vendors, no kids standing in traffic with whistles, no buses puffing exhaust or honking as pedestrians scoot across the street in front and behind them.

Melissa treats us to a turkey dinner with all the fixings for an early Thanksgiving feast. Canadians celebrate Thanksgiving in October, Americans in November. Apparently Ks celebrate in September haha. How we miss annual holidays with family and friends. We love the pictures of others celebrating, even when it's far away from where we live.

Sunday

We have a relaxing morning with a good breakfast. Instead of our usual Sunday schedule of a 7 AM arrival, we're not due to church until 10:30. Feels like a whole 'nother day.

W has updated my phone so the sleep tracker gets quite detailed. (Good sleep, thank you, God.) We're at Calvary/Charisma this morning, enjoying the worship and preaching.

Read more:

*Teach me to do your will, for you are my God. Let your good spirit lead me on a level path. Psalm 143:10

All who are led by the Spirit of God are children of God. Romans 8:14

Moravian Prayer: God, our Father, we yearn to be obedient to follow the Holy Spirit. We have faith that you will lead us down a level path. The path need not be lonely when all your children walk in unison. We pray together. Amen.

Saturday, September 20, 2025

Long drives to friends and partners

Monday, September 15, 2025

Mid-month. Already.

We drove over 400 miles yesterday (645 km), down southwest to the Washington coast before crossing to the Tri Cities. It's a short night, under 5 hours for me. I'm distracted as the hotel blanket and sheets slide apart. I don't want to imagine who wrapped themselves around the bare blanket before I did.

We wake in midrange hotel in Kennewick to a dubious breakfast. Nothing is fresh in the breakfast area so I don't know how many times the food has appeared before this morning. The waffles are pre-made and sit beside the toaster for warming. The biscuits and gravy are from mixes. The sausages are lukewarm. The bagels and cereal are pre-wrapped. I toast a waffle, take a few sausages, and make stale tea with a paper-wrapped teabag.

Back in the room, I have a bath - what luxury. The tub is spotless and the room is carpeted (ugh) but clean. We're only a few minutes away from the seminar.
There are friends to greet, new people to meet, and wonderful encouragement from Dr Don Ross and others. Some of my dearest friends are at the conference, too.
W and I stay as long as we can, drinking in the information and Presence. We're on our way back to Seattle after 3 PM. What a beautiful drive! It's another 230 miles / 370 km.
The sun is setting as we pull into the driveway at 7:30 PM. We say goodnight to the kids and grandkids and head down for a shower, do some laundry, and repack for the day ahead.

Tuesday
We leave the house at 8 AM for Lacey, driving 80 miles/128 km. We stop in at Harry and ThoraJean's. They have just pulled into their garage when we get there. Harry faithfully prays for our daughter each day. TJ was the first alumni director at NU, paving the way for me. We have the best quick chat, exchange prayers and hugs, and are on our way again.
At True Grace, we eat lunch with Peter, Dave, and the staff. Waldemar does a Q&A with about 25 listeners. He teaches on the congruence of scriptural practice and instruction and then opens the conversation to a wide range of questions.
We meet longtime friends, like Lola who is also a writer.
Tracy used to live in Surabaya and still misses Indonesia.
We head back north to NU, where Beth has arranged to meet us. She updates us on her exciting journey at The Table. She and I meet with young women called to serve others - oh my, it's a joy to see the big hearts of the next generations.
Ravioli and red cabbage - hardly a traditional pairing - is what we have for supper back at our flat. The grandkids come down for a gruesome set of stories about Max and Moritz (two rascals in German children's stories.) After they head upstairs, we tidy, write, and get ready to hit the road tomorrow.

Wednesday
Early in the morning, we head across the mountain pass to Eastern Washington. W wants to check out the sports shop where we buy trail shoes (nothing for us today.) In no particular order, here's part of what we see:
The lakes are still. The rivers are rushing.
There are layers upon layers of mountains. Some have been logged and a few pines stand on the ridges.
Logging trucks haul away the timber.
Then comes a delight in Coolee City: a former faculty member Jacquie R serves us homemade clam chowder for lunch. We reminisce and look forward to the day together. 
Her hibiscus is huge and catches my eye as we say our goodbyes.
The road itself is boring in eastern Washington. The GPS shows why: a straight shot for miles.
By mid-afternoon, we're at our destination: family. Our eldest son, his wife, and our dear friends (her parents) warmly welcome us. We feel spoiled: the room feels like a high-end Air B&B - complete with a heating blanket for the night and tea on the side table.
We go out for a German supper at the Steintisch Restaurant. Talk about memories in the food: some tastes remind me of my Auntie Molly's cooking; some taste like Grandma's cooking.
I sleep solidly, thank God.

Thursday
Keelee comes by for me after breakfast. It's a 1:15 drive each way for her, a long way from her home. She takes me to her town to can see where she lives and works. She's prepared a surprise, a picnic tea complete with tablecloth, china, and baking from her Quiet Waters Bakery. So delicious!
Everything is prepared, from the hot water for tea to the coffee cake and cookies. She has boxed up 70 candle cookies in honor of my change-of-decade when we're apart.
Her new baking kitchen is beautiful, as is as her home. I've only see her space online before; now I have the context for our weekly Tuesday morning Zoom meetings. She returns me to our friends' just after noon, along with some baking to take along to Indonesia. I will eek out those treats all year, indulging when I miss her and my tribe of girlfriends.
Leftovers from yesterday make a delicious lunch. We take our son along to Starbucks, fill up with gas in Idaho (a short drive away with $1 cheaper/gallon due to decreased taxes).

Before nightfall,  the family meets at a Mexican restaurant. SO good! We have leftovers again, tucking them into the fridge overnight.
We end the evening with Costco pumpkin pie, thanks to J and R's foresight. What a huge treat @$5.99. Look at the size of that pie! We pray around the family circle before bedtime. What a blessing it is to serve and love God together.
Friday
After pumpkin pie and an apple turnover for breakfast, we're out the door just after 8 AM. We've left one box of baked goodies in the freezer, but Martha promises to ship it to us.

We meet Marcelo and Elise in Medicine Lake mid-morning. They're adjusting well to American life since arriving from Europe. They will be loving and kind leaders in their new setting.
We drive a few hours to Thorp, heating our leftovers on the dashboard. As the sun hits the black packaging, the food warms up enough for lunch.
We buy apples and nectarines at the Thorp fruit stand.
I crunch one as we leave the shop. So sweet and crisp! But who would buy a pineapple for $15? (A Filipina standing behind me talks her husband into getting her one. I guess that's who!)
The Columbia River has gouged deep valleys into its banks.
The long bridge sweeps across the river valley before the highways climbs steeply up the other side. 
One beautiful landscape after another unfolds. Wind turbines pick up the movement along the river.
You can see where the old is left behind. Many times these old-growth barn timbers are reused for furniture or flooring.
Seattle is our return destination on this leg. The last two days we've driven at least 750 miles/1200 km. As we approach the last mountain pass, the reservoir sparkles between the mountain ranges.
We feel so blessed to meet friends and family - but we're happy to eat supper in our flat before greeting the kids and grandkids. We shower, heat the bedding in the dryer, and drink a mug of peppermint tea before falling asleep.

Saturday
W heads of to "guys-only coffee," a long-standing tradition on Saturday mornings. I dig out another slipcover or two for our Beddinge sofa. (We have the same sofa model in Kenmore and Bandung.) Then it's time to start packing for home, make breakfast, and do laundry. There are piles in the corners heaped with suitcases, clothes, and purchases. Since I come once a year, snacks, cooking items, or household goods I can't get in Indonesia are schlepped from here.

This time, our luggage includes hard-wearing dog toys for the destroyer, standard poodle Anton. He's shredded what we've given him so we need sturdier items. I can buy toys for $20-40 each in Indonesia or get a variety for $4-6 at clearances here.

W and I walk a few miles around the neighborhood. Outside our door, honey bees buzz around the lacy wildflowers.
A neighbor's hydrangeas erupt in color.
And this deep-red geranium catches my eye. It's fun to be back where I know the names of the plants and trees.
We're not quite ready for lunch but I make it anyway.

Read more:
*The heavens will vanish like smoke, the earth will wear out like a garment, and those who live on it will die like gnats, but my salvation will be forever. Isaiah 51:6

*[A true story of commitment to God, from Daniel 3] Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego replied to him, “King Nebuchadnezzar, we do not need to defend ourselves before you in this matter. If we are thrown into the blazing furnace, the God we serve is able to deliver us from it, and he will deliver us from Your Majesty’s hand.

But even if he does not, we want you to know, Your Majesty, that we will not serve your gods or worship the image of gold you have set up.”

Then Nebuchadnezzar was furious with Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, and his attitude toward them changed. He ordered the furnace heated seven times hotter than usual and commanded some of the strongest soldiers in his army to tie up Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego and throw them into the blazing furnace.


So these men, wearing their robes, trousers, turbans and other clothes, were bound and 

thrown into the blazing furnace. The king’s command was so urgent and the furnace so hot that the flames of the fire killed the soldiers who took up Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, 

and these three men, firmly tied, fell into the blazing furnace.


Then King Nebuchadnezzar leaped to his feet in amazement and asked his advisers, “Weren’t there three men that we tied up and threw into the fire?”


They replied, “Certainly, Your Majesty.”

 

He said, “Look! I see four men walking around in the fire, unbound and unharmed, and the fourth looks like a son of the gods.”


Nebuchadnezzar then approached the opening of the blazing furnace and shouted, “Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, servants of the Most High God, come out! Come here!”


So Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego came out of the fire, and the satraps, prefects, governors and royal advisers crowded around them. They saw that the fire had not harmed their bodies, nor was a hair of their heads singed; their robes were not scorched, and there was no smell of fire on them.


Then Nebuchadnezzar said, “Praise be to the God of Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, who has sent his angel and rescued his servants! They trusted in him and defied the king’s command and were willing to give up their lives rather than serve or worship any god except their own God. Therefore I decree that the people of any nation or language who say anything against the God of Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego be cut into pieces and their houses be turned into piles of rubble, for no other god can save in this way.”


Then the king promoted Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego in the province of Babylon.

*When the complete comes, the partial will come to an end. 1 Corinthians 13:10

Moravian Prayer: Lord of lords, bring us to the New Jerusalem. Let your kingdom come, where tears are wiped away, and joy reigns forever. Prepare our hearts for eternal communion with you. Amen.