Sunday, August 23, 2020

Fasting, which is not fun. Period.

I was going to write an update as usual. But instead, let me ask you a question. How does the light come into your soul?
Do you have regular spiritual practices? If so, what is easy for you? What's hard?

Never tried one? Read on. Here's my nemesis though it may also be one way of maturing in character and faith. I don't know. I don't feel much happening because of it, though it puts God in mind.

Ugh. Can I be honest with you?

I really don't enjoy some of the spiritual practices. Take fasting, for example.

My weekly routine includes a spiritual fast (no food) and prayer. However, I confess that I "almost" always talk myself out of not eating. That happens every week. I can come up with pretty good excuses. Yup, I can find good reasons not to fast most of the time.

And then my heart takes over with, "Just do it!"

So I fast. You know what though? Even after a few years, I really don't enjoy it. Never have. Maybe I never will. It doesn't make me feel virtuous or like I'm accomplishing anything. Sometimes I think it just makes me hungry.

For me, fasting is not a stroll in the park. But spiritual practices are supposed to be disciplines, right? So what if it doesn't feel like I'm getting stronger. I confess that fasting is often accompanied by a sigh somewhere in the middle of 20-24 hours without food.

Reading scripture and praying is natural - I like those disciplines. But fasting? nope. Not fun.

So why bother? With fasting or any difficult discipline or spiritual practice?

Well, before we get to that, let's face up to two things.

First, being busy and tied up in all the to-dos can eat through your days and weeks. You can live without a break if you choose to. And then you get exhausted and maybe blame God for the "burden" of serving.

That's happened to me, but was it God's fault that life feels like a heavy load? Isn't he the one who said, "Take my yoke ... because my burden is light?"
Second, do you ever feel overwhelmed with the needs around you? You know you can't keep up - you can never do enough to care for others. Maybe you're snapping at people because you're tired. And then you blame God for your bad relationships.

I've been there. But did God put you or me in the middle of that? Didn't he say that we'd be full of "love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control?" Um, yes he did.

Much of life or your response to it is your own choice. And it's my choice!

So I choose to fast and watch what happens. (Nobody else joins me so sometimes I see others eat. That just makes me hungrier. Not helpful.)

I remember my Grandma fasting every week. I remember how her life was shaped by her faith, including her practice of fasting and prayer. I tie myself into her discipline when my own is not enough.
But why bother?

1. Fasting puts me on pause. For one day a week, food is "off the table," so to speak.

2. Fasting changes the rhythms of my days and my week. It's a prayer time and time of reflection ... though I often relax by reading or watching a show online. I'm checked out of daily obligations. There' no preparing supper or breakfast, so I can unwind.

3. Fasting reminds me of the needs of others and makes me more grateful. I confess that I am always happy when a fast over. Still, those stomach-growls remind me that many people never have enough to eat. It makes me grateful for a meal.

You and I are called to love God and love others. That's the summary of all the commandments, according to Jesus.

How does fasting help with that? I don't really know. I feel called to fast so maybe I'm being shaped by it somehow.

What is shaping you? I'll list a few spiritual practices though there are many more. You can click on the links to explore further, if you want to.

Why not pick something today? Choose a discipline that put you in God's pathway.

Why not open up your heart to hear from him? Are you ready? Here we go. Pick one. Any one as a start.

  • Reading scripture: an online reader - read scripture or have scripture read to you in many languages.
  • Prayer and contemplation: Renovaré Lots of stuff here - check it out.
  • Pause: an app reminder to pause for a minute to acknowledge God. The "ding" notification pops up twice a day but you can choose the time. (This one's easy-peasy.)
  • Solitude and Silence: browse Ruth Haley Barton's books or posts or listen to her podcasts.
  • Serving: care for others
  • Giving: this is about being a conduit of blessing for resources generously given by God and freely shared through us. (from God and Your Stuff, Dr. Wesley Wilmer and Martyn Smith. NavPress 2002)

What will you choose this week?
Yes, we struggle. We engage in spiritual practices. 

But it's his power that works in us. You in?

Tuesday, August 18, 2020

Packages, provisions and a promise

Sunday, August 16, 2020
Sundays are our busy-but-quiet days. It's a true Sabbath by the time the afternoon rolls around. If you're not attending a faith community, click here for daily encouragement and regular gatherings online.

Something about this season of normal (our current routines) is stressful. How about you? Are you feeling the internal rumble of restrictions? W and I are mostly home but online a lot. We're not rambunctious so the house is silent outside of shared meals and the vacuum cleaner.
I'm thankful that we can take measures to minimize the risk from ourselves to others. (Masking, social isolation, etc.) It's still not easy, even though you and we offer such things as actions of love to people around us.

The picture below shows you a few things that are typical about Indonesia: I take these shots for our New Normal (a weekly pic and quick paragraph). If you're interested, it's great for homeschoolers and those who are housebound or craving travel. Send your email and "New Normal" to rosemarie.communitybic at gmail and we'll include you each week. I shot this open-air ceiling in my neighborhood.
1. The local woven roofs are stunning. The custom panels are made of ijuk black aren fibers, hateup leaves, or palm leaves, supported by wooden or bamboo frames and beams = Indonesians are skilled at many crafts and they love beauty.
2. Fences are high with spikes or barbed wire strung on top to guard properties = theft is rampant and thieves are creative but most try to find easier pickings without barbed wire.
3. The materials used are natural and environmentally friendly. The local solutions can last a long time. This woven roof will be repaired or replaced if it rots or a heavy branch falls through it. However, it can withstand the tropical sun and hard rains for years.

Monday
It's the Indonesian National Day (the 75th Independence celebration) and people are smiling to each other with, "Hari Merdeka" (day of freedom). Nearly every home or apartment flies an Indonesian flag.
Meanwhile, in the office paludarium, the guppies are reproducing and the neons tetras are still swimming. I go in to feed them most days, whether I'm working at the office or from home.
The dogs need their walks, too. They are delighted to "come" and "sit" to be clipped to a coupler on a single leash for a march around the neighborhood.

"Bonika!" (doll) or "Domba!" (sheep) say the little kids, pointing to Cocoa, the standard poodle who indeed looks like a sheep after she's groomed. This athlete (the dog, not me) loves her daily runs and walks. She's also an amazing "search" dog, finding goodies hidden around the yard with her developing nose. She races into the yard at the mention of "search." Gypsy sniffs first, pondering if it's worth the effort of leaving his flop-down on the porch tiles.
The streets and curbs are littered with constantly-falling leaves. Below is a night's worth, taken in the early morning. There will be a new heap by afternoon.

From morning to afternoon, you can hear the ssss-ssss-ssss of the straw brooms on lawns, paving, and gravel as helpers sweep away the leaves. Often, leaves and litter are piled and burned along with garbage, plastic and natural. The city is sometimes completely smoky from the open burns. It's "autumn leaf season" all year long though temperatures are nice here: usually it's in the 80s days and upper 60s at night.
Need a good read? A few of the dozens of books I've enjoyed are below. Some are new to me; some are repeats. Have you read any of these already? What did you think of them?


The last one, "The Gift of Fear," is especially gripping. I recommend it as a basic security eye-opener for everyone. Women will learn a lot about keeping themselves safe, too. "How can you trust your intuition to protect you from harm?" It's an easy read - lots of stories to get lost in.

Tuesday
We decide to take a team break: no Zoom meeting.  This is a 2-holidays week. Thursday is another national holiday of some sort, so the world won't end if we enjoy our own time off. Many people are in Bandung from Jakarta (license plate B). For some, COVID won't exist until someone close to them is ill or dying.

The Hazmat project has wrapped up. Look at this astonishing and wonderful work, led by Jon and Joy Watada:
 THANK YOU to each one of you who donated time, energy, skills, and finances to make this possible.
A second project is underway: food relief parcels. These young people wrapped about 50 packages of sembako  last weekend. We're very careful that the truly needy get them: widows, poor families, and those who have been without work for a long time. Many are desperate for the basics.

Something is happening right now that will make you feel good and HELP others. We've joined a trustworthy group to support people who have lost their jobs. How? From funds collect, they get a pittance each month: about $15/household. You read that right. It's Rp250.000/mo.

Isn't that shocking? That little amount can make the difference between a family's survival and starvation. They will probably purchase rice, the basic meal here. All funds are disbursed through a trustworthy local organization with good stewardship. They've identified 2000 such families.

We've promised a generous donation to be divided among the needy. If you want to donate and be a part of helping someone in need, send any amount you can by clicking here. (Please add the comment: "200.000." We'll transfer your gift from the collection point to the local GSJA. Tax deductible in USA.) THANK YOU for partnering in this with us.

Read more:
*May the peoples praise you, God; may all the peoples praise you. The land yields its harvest; God, our God, blesses us. May God bless us still, so that all the ends of the earth will fear him. Psalm 67:5-7 NIV

*In the great congregation I will bless the Lord. Psalm 26:12
What then shall we say, brothers and sisters? When you come together, each of you has a hymn, or a word of instruction, a revelation, a tongue, or an interpretation. Everything must be done so that the church may be built up. 1 Corinthians 14:26 NIV
Moravian Prayer: Thank you, O great Giver, for the gifts you impart to the whole congregation. May we all find ways to bless your name and build up your church no matter the amount of resources we may have. Amen.

Saturday, August 15, 2020

It's a 2-snake, 3-pizza, and 4-chapter week

It's a 2-snake week. We see the first on our Thursday walk, about 30" long, lying in the middle of the street - dead. "Very harmful," someone tells us. Is it an Asian coral snake?
The second one, probably a banded krait, lands on the pavement Friday, outside the gate where I work. Its body is still twitching though its head has been lopped off by a motorcycle. It's a pretty one.
"Probably fell from the tree," said the guard, pointing to the overhanging branches.

Is it dangerous? "Only if it bites you," he replies. Yes, I walk far around it as it convulses.
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On the other hand, it's been a week of blessings in many directions. Kirsten gets a visa renewal: within the month, an agent will go to immigration and get her stamp but permission is given. Thanks to all who prayed for this.


On another note, we enjoy having people over for pizza and the dogs love the company. Maren and Junia spoil them rotten.
We're been having company on the porch each Saturday. This week, two friends also came over Friday. W's pizza skills are seriously improved. Leo enjoys the pizza but also takes the backyard swing for a ride.
I have a rough couple of nights due to interrupted sleep - so I listen to the book of Job over and over. One night, I listen to the whole thing. 42 chapters about a suffering person, a cosmic backdrop, friends with bad advice, and God who challenges us to discover him through the marvels of nature.

I cry a lot as I listen. Oh God, I grieve for those who suffer, who mourn, who are in distress. And why, when there is so much pain, are there so few who can enter into the suffering of others? When have I been such an un-empathetic friend? (Often, I suspect.)

A friend's mom dies and there's no way to mourn in person. A mutual friend sends an appeal for notes on love - she's making a video from everyone to send as comfort. There are all kinds of pictures and some wonderful captions. Mine is basic.
Monday, August 10, 2020
On the weekend, the young people from church pack up food for neighbors whose families are out of work. Over 32 people get food baskets this week.
I've got some time on my hands one morning before I head for work and the mood to paint strikes. I grab 2 colors of blue and one of yellow. I find a big carwash sponge under the kitchen sink and cut a 2"wide strip off it. Then I fill two little bowls with water, squirt blue and yellow along the side of one, and swoosh the combinations of color around the sponge.

I'm not painting as much as wiping the sponge around the wall in the nook. It's a start on the first layer, defining where paint will go more than anything else.

I need a brush next time - this sponge is not a fine tool. But I run out of time and interest before starting on the tree trunk in the middle. The unpainted part looks like a flying sheet. I'll put gold and brown on it eventually. I don't paint another dab all week. I'm willing to wait for the next surge of creativity.
Tuesday
My parents celebrate 67 years of marriage - how amazing. Way to go, you lovebirds! They're such a blessing to us and many others. 

Meanwhile, Dad's 88th birthday is quiet, just the way he likes it. I am so grateful for technology, which allows us to visit from across the world.
I send off final edits for a book chapter, get word from an editor that another chapter is in her hands - do I want to include it in her book? (Gladly.) I close the files on still another chapter that's going to print. Hurrah. (Whew, two chapter off my desk this week.)

"Would you like to see a new one?" I ask an editor. What am I thinking? I don't have the chapter written. But I found the rough outline and some notes as I was cleaning up my hard drive last week. I've had 2 years to think about it. All I need to do is write it, right?

"Sure," Ms R replies. Which means that all week, I'm researching, writing, and rewriting the new chapter. I get the rough "middle" draft to her by the deadline on Friday.

"If it's too much work, I won't include it," she warns. I promise to clean it up this weekend and get back to her if there are a lot of revisions.

Meanwhile, the printer sends back 2 versions of a classroom study that I updated last month. They did a good job printing the write-in workbook. It's an option for the next round of Monday studies.
Wednesday
The dog groomers don't show up one day but come another. The dogs are looking good. The driver walks them slowly around the neighborhood twice a day. When they get into the hills with us on Thursday, they act like wild things. Run, jump, play, chase monkeys, and wade in the creeks.
Thursday
It's just Alice, Veronica, W and me on our Thursday walk. 4 is our minimum for mountain walks: if someone gets injured, 2 people can go for help and someone can stay with the casualty. (We can walk the city with 3.) 

The red and white flags are up for Independence Day next Monday. We put up a flag on our gate, too.
We see this interesting structure on the side of the hill beside a main road. It looks like a regular shop from the front - 
but as we walk up, it doesn't look very sturdy, does it? (see above) The shop is perched on bamboo stilts, tied and nailed together.

Saturday
It rains midday most of the week. That's unusual. But the plants love it. The 7' hedge along the neighbor's yard bursts into clumps of orange flowers.
I've spent 6-8 hours a day online in office mode, working across from people in Pakistan, Bolivia, Italy, France, USA, India, the Philippines, and China - among other locations. Many of us need the Focusmate structure of 50 minutes on, 10 minutes off. Some people have logged 1500 hours. I think I'm close to 100.

In the morning, W and I do two pre-takes of next week's talk. The first one is dull and I can hardly move my lips. I add (and then edit out a lot after W complains it's too long.) We redo, which is better but still long.

After lunch, I lay down with a book in hand. My eyes close for over an hour, and I'm feeling more energized. I have friends who feel guilty when they nap. Not I! It feels like a win anytime I can sleep during the day.

Two good things! A nap AND company's coming for supper. I chop a few pizza toppings, put out plates, cutlery, and cups, and do dishes. But the bulk of the work is left to Waldemar. Pizza night is almost a night off for me.

Someone asks for my book list on spiritual growth. I go back through books I've read the past months. Reading 4-10 books a week, you can plow through a lot of pages. I send him a dozen titles: "Let me know if you need more." And I toss in a few favorite authors of novel series: Amor  Towles, Louise Penny, Catherine Coulton, and others. "All good," I promise. So many words.

Read more:
*Do not oppress the widow, the orphan, the alien, or the poor. Zechariah 7:10
*By his bruises we are healed. Isaiah 53:5
*Jesus was about to die for the nation, and not for the nation only, but to gather into one the dispersed children of God. John 11:51-52
*God chose what is low and despised in the world. 1 Corinthians 1:28
Moravian Prayer: Christ, we are united by your grace. You call us from all walks of life to gather at your cross. May the painful waters that flow from your side into our wandering hearts bring us together.
Lord, help us to see you outside of the cathedrals and mansions of the world. May we find you among the vulnerable and be willing to work there alongside you. May every ear be afforded the sound of good news! Amen.

Friday, August 7, 2020

A week of words, walking, and eating. Not bad.

Tuesday, August 4, 2020
The team meeting starts off the day. We connect and get updates.

It's a thrill to have Scott and Sarah join us as they are moving on to new adventures in Australia. They're expecting a baby in September! Scott is taking over a new branch of their company in a few months. Sarah is wrapping up her dissertation. Hurrah!

Lunch at home is indifferent, a real surprise since our helper is a wonderful cook.
"Do you think she's lost her sense of smell?" I ask Waldemar. We'll see what happens in the next days.

She bakes banana bread from black bananas lying on the counter, and puts 2-yr old cornflakes into chocolate chip cookies. Oh wow - that crunch is a delicious alternative to nuts. The baking is excellent.

It rains in the afternoon. The walker has put off the dog walk; it's his decision when to do the second stroll around the neighborhood. Now he's got to wait until the rain stops. He is hired until 6pm but he usually leaves early, after the afternoon walk. Not today ... unless the downpour lets up soon.

Rain means abundant crops though. The little markets are full. It's just that people can't afford to buy, with many out of work.
I've been struggling with edits. "All done," I thought with the submission yesterday. Except that I got another email overnight with a list of changes. Apparently the version I was using wasn't the one the book is using.

So I have another 2 hours of revisions. None of this is text or actual writing. It's re-editing commas, dates, order of authors and publishers, etc. "The other authors have done this already," says the note.

Sigh. Here we go. I'm BAD at this. The details exhaust me. (I'm no bookkeeper, either. Give me a list of numbers and I'll pop out an accurate estimate without thinking. But ask me 5X for an exact total and you'll get 4-5 variations back, hopefully with one that's correct. haha)

All week, 2 editors and I go back and forth on what is needed. Then I get another note: the editors have really looked at the citations for the first time. They write, "Oh, just saw this. That means you actually have to put it in this format, not the one sent earlier."

And, "Take all the details out of the citations just use the general archive. ... Oh wait. You are using two archives." Etc. I write back and forth with the archivists to make sure we are still working with two places and not just two collections. Yup - two different libraries are involved.

[Friday, I send a few questions to the editors; the instructions are a jumble. I cannot make more changes until I'm clear on what to do. Their hard deadline is August 14 so it's becoming a scramble to the finish.]

I go online in focus sessions. Most are with people sitting at desks in India. I get an email with secondary changes for another chapter, written for another book. Tomorrow, I'll start edits on a final chapters by a friend. 3 books going at once ...

Wednesday
I spend a whole day on focus sessions. The talk for next week gets written. I edit one of two chapters for a friend and sent it off. I'm still in a tangle about what is needed for my own writing.

I edit my chapter for the NWMN and send it back to their editor. "Make any other changes you need," I plead.

The rule is that editors don't change anyone's manuscript, which can be frustrating on both sides. An editor could quickly make changes and be done, but nope - it goes back to the writer, sometimes more than once. Argh. Copy editors may have a hard time communicating to a writer.

I do content editing, not copy editing. When I agree to edit someone else's work, I stipulate: "Please take or leave the changes. I don't care. I'm done and you can use or discard my suggestions." I'm not attached to my edits - they are a gift to be/not to be accepted. Once a chapter/book/paper is returned to an author, it's off my desk and out of my head.

Thursday
We walk in the morning. There are only 3 of us plus the dogs, but it's a steady up and down and all-around the forest and looking at waterfalls. SO many young people are out - camping, eating, and hiking. We meet dozens along the way. We pull up our masks; most of them don't bother.

We are glad to stretch our legs after so much sitting. The dogs are thrilled to be out with us. They run back and forth, working off the energy of the week. They're especially excited when we pass monkey troops. Yip yip yip and off they go into the bush. When I whistle, they run back to find us further down the trail.
One of the water crossings used to be iffy. (Okay, treacherous.) You'd cross a wet log (or fall in the water.) And for part 2, you'd have to jump from wet rock to wet rock. We usually took our shoes off and waded across, especially in the rainy season. The algae on the rocks made the crossing a challenge - sometimes we had to hold someone else's walking stick and have them pull us through the current. Now, there are lovely bamboo bridges with handrails.
The little food stands all along the hike are mostly closed. Someone's built stairs on many of the slippery, muddy slopes on the way down to the river and up the other side. Mind you, the individual steps range from 4" to 20" tall so you still have to watch your feet and mind your knees.

There are a few concrete paths (like the one on the left below) but the moss overtakes paving quickly. After a rainy night like yesterday, it's slicker than the hard-packed mud beside the paving. We jam our walking sticks into the mud and try not to slip as we descend.
It doesn't feel like a hard walk, but it's hot out and some of the slopes are steep. (The next two days I will feel the tightened muscles in my calves.) We pause to admire the view and corral the dogs when Indonesians pass on the trail. Most locals are afraid of dogs.
It's been warmer in the last few days. Nights were 62-65F (16C+) for a while. Brrrr.
Broccoli is being harvested as the weather dries and heats up. We buy a few kilos (a sack of 15) for 50.000 ($3.40US). It's fun to give most of it away. For supper, I make a broccoli cream soup. (Scroll to the bottom for the vegan recipe.)
The patchwork of crops is rotated, year after year. Women weed and harvest after men clear and plant. It's not an even always-this-way distribution of labor, but we see it again today.

The air is not clear as we look across the valleys.
Crossing the streams are little narrow bridges to nowhere. This 1' (25cm)-wide bamboo weaving ends in a steep bank. Perhaps they're used to haul water from the streams to the fields?
Some of the trail bridges are falling apart. They decay for a few years and then suddenly they will be replaced or repaired. We traverse them anyway, stepping over holes or rotten bamboo.
At a tourist resort along the way, we see several high-air crossings. A line to tether harnesses is on top, with two side-lines for holding the swinging steps. Ugh. None of us is interested in being that high in the trees with swinging boards alternating with a bamboo pole for the feet.
The forests along some of these mountainsides are virgin with a diversity of palms, ferns, trees, and shrubs. Photos can't begin to capture the beauty, especially on this hazy day.
 There are old Dutch irrigation vents with 5'-10' (2.6-3.1 meter) ladders so workers can crawl down to maintain the pipes below ground.
The Indonesians have a different method than the Dutch. Pipes are laid on the surface of the ground and taped and re-taped when they spring leaks. Sometimes we must step on or across the PVC pipes as they cross the trail. That can't be good for them.

Since we walked here last, new irrigation has been laid along the old. The dogs drink as we go, taking advantage of the clean cool water spraying out of broken joints.

Friday
Another writing morning. DrH and Alice take us for lunch to Ruth's Ribs. We are the sole table, sitting relaxed and overlooking a beautiful valley. Ruth is a gifted intuitive artist. (A sprouted sweet potato below.)
Every part of her home, including the food, is filled with creativity. She's picked up yellow blossoms that look like peonies from the farmer's field. Usually these are just left to decay. Ruth see beauty and shares it with us.


Two of us have salmon, two have chicken, and one has steak. All are delicious. The copper napkin rings are from central Java. A sprig of rosemary, a marigold, and an impatien greet us at the table.
 The starter is wild mushroom soup.
Salmon
 Chicken
And the grand finale is tea with lava cake with mocha ice cream (in the Thai blue-and-white pottery).
Yes, that was a memorable lunch, high in the hills of Lembang. "I didn't realize it was going to be so far," says Kirsten. Her body aches from the bumpy roads along the way.

Our lavender plants died from overwatering in July. I'm on the lookout for replacements. On the way home, we pass dozens and dozens of plant nurseries. Our eyes skim the collections for the narrow silver leaves. 

Wait! STOP the car! There they are: for $3.40 USA (Rp50.000), we find 3 lavender plants. Sold.

Saturday
The young adults are packing up food for the hungry, called sembako. I say hi and start writing. There's food missing. Someone must have needed the food more than we did?

Oh oh, there's double of one item. Not enough of the other - Alice will make a list of what's been taken. Instead of tackling the edits, there's lots of calls coming and going from the office.

Looks like the first editors have replied to my queries, so maybe today is the day I can get the beast-of-a-chapter off my desk. Sigh. I don't get to it all morning, with the back and forth of the packing and other questions.

Oh oh - another seminary sends an email. Their editor: "I am finally ready to move ahead with the chapter you sent last year. Are you still interested in publishing it in my book?"

Well, ok. Off we go again. Hopefully I'm learning enough from the few rounds that are wrapping up to make this an easier edit! I have two chapters ready to go, if they want them.

Read more:
*May the Lord, who is good, pardon everyone who sets their heart on seeking God. 2 Chronicles 30:18-19
*A man was there by the name of Zacchaeus; he was a chief tax collector and was wealthy. He wanted to see who Jesus was. Luke 19:2-3
*He who rescued us from so deadly a peril will continue to rescue us; on him we have set our hope. 2 Corinthians 1:10

Moravian Prayers: Oftentimes, Lord, we see you from a distance. Instead of doing everything we can to readjust our angle in life, we blindly go about our day. Forgive us, good Lord, and please make yourself at home in our hearts. 

Restore us and revive us, O great First Responder. Be there by our side when there is destruction. May your healing touch give life to our bodies and souls. Amen.
---RECIPE FOR CREAM OF VEGE SOUP---

1. Pick your firm vegetable: 1-2 heads cauliflower or broccoli, chopped; OR 1-2 lbs (1 kg) mushrooms, carrots, green or red peppers, etc.
2. Boil 1" water in a big pot and then add vegetables. Cover. Steam for 5 minutes.
3. Remove the vegetables from the water.
4. To the hot water, add 1 handful raw cashews or raw almonds, spices of your choice. (I use 1/2-3/4 tsp kosher salt, 1/4 tsp pepper to taste. Also add up to 1 tablespoon of dried leaves: rosemary, thyme, basil; and/or total of 1/2 tsp of smoked paprika, nutmeg, garlic powder, etc. Use spices you like.)
5. Cover and let sit for 10 minutes.
5. Put the hot water and nuts in a blender (or use a handheld blender in the pot). Blend water and nuts until creamy and no longer gritty.
6. Put the steamed vegetables into the blender with the nuts. Blend until desired creaminess is reached. (Optional: Keep 1-2 portions of vegetable and finely chop them. Add at the end for texture.)